Monday, January 02, 2012

Resolution.

No, more like a short term target. What I want in the near future.

Career:
New job starting tomorrow. I'm not as nervous as before but I have an extremely good feeling for this. A sense of relief, I don't know why. Not that I hate my last workplace. I actually enjoyed the nature of the job. But, I know I was looking for more.

Friendship:
I am now on a shaky boat. My best friend lives halfway around the world. I don't easily connect with people. And when I do connect to this girl at work, I quit the job already. The friends I have now, well they are there. But I can't seem to talk to them. I mean, really talk. Troubles, hardships, worries, happiness. I wish to find one I can easily talk things that trouble me most the soonest.

Relationship:
There is one that I am trying but the other end of the phone is not responding likewise. Maybe I should just stop and keep my options open.

Family:
For the first time of my entire adult life, I yelled back at my mother, which I'm not proud of but I said sorry to her because I mean it right afterwards. I really am sorry, and I was shocked too myself. I know I am this hard shelled stubborn daughter who never cries in front of you except during two funerals of my grandparents.  I just want you to know that I am also a responsible daughter who says sorry when she's in the wrong. I am proud of myself when I realized that, and I hope you are too. I am reconnecting back with my baby sister, spending more time doing girl's things like others sisters do. As of my brothers, I should try as much too.

Self:
Like last year, I want to shed some of that extra pounds.

Health:
I don't feel as well as I did before. I should take care more. Take up some insurance plan or something. Exercise more than I do now.

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