old flame dies hard

will update later

eh?

That was an odd dream.

Actually i had the dream yesterday but suddenly thought of it today. (because i cuti today yippie~)

I was on a trip to i-dunno-where on a i-dunno-what.

i, knowingly, for what unknown reason, lean on the shoulder of some guy at work. And for the record, i DO NOT have any interest on him whatsoever. We barely spoke to each other.

That's why it was odd.

I remember waking up and was like, wth?? Why him? O.D.D

Btw, i miss this part of my bedroom at home. I should've bring all of that here.

which one?

What was it?

That or them?

Unfortunately i'm convinced it was them. What a shame.

알아면

네가 알아면, 좋다..아니면, 난 어떻게하지?

It would be nicer if you could. But if you don't, what can I do? No, what would I normally do?

xOxOxOxOxOxOxOxOxOxOxOxOxOxO

Don't call me that. I'll act like one just to spite you.

retarded idiot

Of course i didnt gave way. You aint signalling nothing.

How dare you freaking honked at me. Asshole.

~~~ @1.10 am. Green.

됐거든

Awful awful awful

It's an awful feeling i wanted to erase that part of memory. Or redo it again.

됐거든.미안한다지마.그냥 가.난 괜잖아. 도 너, 꺼저 줄래?

Convo:mediocre

My convocation weekend had been a hell of rollercoaster ride;

I was delighted to see flolesians. Felt a little guilty for not spending enough time with my housemates. Unwell because of the flu and sore throat. Fuming when i'm accused of behaving in a certain way when i was really just being myself. Annoyed to no end with Otai's constant nagging to tidy up the room. Disgusted. Yet, touched with a friend's thoughtfulness. Thwarted because I expected some other RCSU members too aside from the ones that were there. Tensed bacause I was running late then relaxed because the event was delayed anyway. Surprised that Tun earned my respect the first time I saw and heard him during convo dinner. (Yes, I never went to his talks all these time so this is really my first and only time i get to see the living legend and managed to shake his hand) Disappointed when they announce "The procession of Pro Chancellor" mana aci! Relieved that I finally finished the degree but can't help wondering what happens if i took the other road not taken. I had wanted to be selfish for once, and failed miserably. Oh, and not to forget, my feet was killing me.

It should have been a happy weekend in whole but not quite. It could have been better.

Here's one for my roomate of five years. We've stuck together since the first day we stepped in UTP and I'm glad we did.

Updates

I heard from Me, who heard from his friends who heard from their moms that I have 2 brothers who go to school abroad, one in London and one in Australia.

What? Mantin is called Australia now is it?

Second, apparently one of them died. And people saw my mother at the cemetery.

Now i wonder who it is that hangs around the house all the time and got malas to go find some food and asked us to go buy stuffs instead for the past few days? Wait, that's our ummi. Umm, who did they saw again? And i'm pretty damn sure both of them returned safe and sound yesterday albeit being carried in not just one, but two ambulances. Both my baby brothers lookhealthy, alive and kicking to me.

Rumours sure fly wild.

H1N1 scare

We have been under house arrest for around 3 days or so because of H1N1. Four of us are suspected but only 2 are positive. All of us have to stay home for 10 days. Both my parents, my sis and si budak kecik got off work and school for 10 days. Or else go to prison for 5 years. OH i wished this happened when i'm still in uni. Yie who work part time was jumping up and down for not having to go to work. Well, methaporically speaking.

However,

I have had enough listening to my mother answering phones non stop since monday. Seriously, she's constantly on standby. It's freaking 1:22 pm in the afternoon and she's yet to take a bath!

Let's clear something up.

H1N1 is NOT YET fatal. It might be in the future as it evolves as we speak. But as of now, people can still recover. It became a big thing because WHO declared it as a pandemic. Keyword: P-A-N-D-E-M-I-C
Dunno what pandemic means? Congratulations, you are officially one of the people that totally annoy me these two days.

H1N1 doesnt come from swine,pigs,hogs,babi. -_-"

Whose idea was it to name the damn thing swine flu? It gives a rather different chill than H1N1.

It's just that the thing is similar with the one that is usually in those makhluk berkaki pendek tu.

No need to get scared much of H1N1.
It's just another flu. BUT, it is a new strain, which behaviour is not fully known yet. We, human are afraid of what we don't know. So that's what all the buzz is about plus it being a new pandemic. Okay, but no need to bring the whole futsal team to check for it just because my brother played with u people for a while. Keep a watch on yourself should be enough. I hope the people who will brainwash you tonight gives you an earful. Besides, i bet the hospital people won't test you. Heck, i was sick i could barely walk, and they just checked Syam that day.

From what i hear from my mum's conversation with a bunch of people, there are some weird undertakings from people who knows us. Most of them got really, really, really scared. A friend of mine whom i went to see on the first day i started to get sick, you want to know what he wrote? "Ajal aku da nak sampai ke?" @_@ I know you're my friend, but you're way too pessimist for my taste.

And my brother and dad was in a workshop the other day and the owner was spreading the news like wildfire. It goes like something like this.

Owner: H1N1 da sampai sini dah.

Dad n bro : OH bla bla bla (they were getting the owner to talk more)

After a few minutes,

Dad: Oh, itu anak aku.

Ahahahahha. The joke is on you. I knew i would've done the same thing just for the fun of it. The stories we've heard about ourselves are amusing.

If you're very healthy, it's just another flu unless you have several medical conditions like asthma, diabetes , high blood pressure and several more which i dont remember, you're very likely to have higher fatality risk. Face it, even seasonal flu is fatal to these people, no?

I blame the media for blowing this out of proportion. A little bit of education on TV could help. I get a scare my self but i know a friend called Mr Google. Those people who annoys me to no end these days probably dont know him.

I usually stick around the house and just stay in my room most of the time anyway, so this isn't a big deal. I just hate getting sick, whatever sickness, that's all. And my mother and I totally had fun hearing stories other people tell about us. I know my friends are genuinely worried about me, but i am fine. Dont worry much. I wasn't joking when i tell a few people. I was worried too. But i have a sense to be positive, you know? It wouldnt do me any good if i start thinking will i die and stuffs, no?

But my mother totally enjoyed the 10 days off work. Hei, mana employer nak kasi cuti seploh hari free2? 10 days off for the price of answering numerous phone calls. No biggie.

And as for me, it was a bit of a hard time. More people in the house means more people to fight over the TV!

But, this also means no Pulau Kapas for Syam and I. A pity, i was really looking forward to that trip. Cis.

아

머리가 아퍼
후~짜증나 진짜

Check off wishlist

Yes. I'm checking 'graduate' off my wishlist. I am done and over with this now. Not that i did it ever so briliantly, but i am vastly relieved.

Guess what i did after i got back from FYP peresentation? 

I picked up all FYP related stuffs, tools, wires and binatang kecik2 yang menjulingkan aku bernama komponen komponen, and threw it away into a double a box. Well, not throwing it away literally, of course la i packed it up real nice. I don't hate it that much to do that.

Then i wrote this on top of the box.

안냥 FYP ~~ ㅠㅠ 

Oh yes, so long, FYP. Bye miserable life. And bye bye meja yg semak. Hello meja-yg-luas-kalo-aku-baring-pon-muat.

Then i started cleaning up the room. Pieces of metal from kaki komponen are everywhere. Plus mayat2 makhluk halus bernama gorgon bergelimpangan. Gatal satu badan. Cis. Nak packing, tp lom decide bile nk balik. Probably Tuesday after i submit my hardbound. Oh, hardbound is another good news. No correction whatsoever to be made on my dissertation. Yippie yay yay! Just print and submit + RM70. Melayang lagi duit. Tape. Byk ni nk claim. Hopefully by convo da masuk. leh joli masa convo. Haha.

Okay housemates, see you in august. Though right now my roomie of five years, Teah is still here. Kerana rumet la aku semangat wat FYP. Kot. 

Oh, hello again meja-yg-luas-kalo-aku-baring-pon-muat. Haha. Da lama meja aku ni xsesuci murni ni. 

What happened?

Oh, nothing much. We just hit a tree that fell down across the road right before we passed right on it.

It was like driving on a very, very big road bump.Seriously.

The car was pretty bad. Otai said she want to send her car for service tomorrow. Looks like it needs more than servicing. T__T

We were driving back from Ipoh. I went there alone to fetch Otai and Otai drove us back to UTP. Had a drink for a while (yes we were under influence. Coffee influence XD) then we took the Clearwater Sanctuary Resort road. So we both were chatting as usual. Then we saw a car stopped at the other side of the road and i felt Otai slowed down. Seconds later, i saw a big brown tree ahead of us, about 2 meters away. And of course, we couldnt do nothing much. So bam bam and bam. We hit the tree. I was thinking that the car might flip over but after we hit the tree, i felt like no, the car wont flip over and boy, i was right. Since Otai drove it rather slowly, we hit it like a big road bump. The car didnt even sway much, We were still on our side of the road, not even veered towards the side of the road. The car eventually stopped about 20 meters away from the fallen tree. You know what i always decided what i would do if i happen to be in the passenger side of the car during an accident? I always thought i should pull the handbrakes. And i did, but i had sense to wait for the car to slow down first or else the car would spin. Decisions in split seconds.Haha. The car stopped. Otai was like mana hazard light? Kena letak kon. When i already turned the hazard lights on and she has absolutely no cone whatsoever in the car. Then she slipped back into her seat. I told her to get out. She asked why? I was worried that other cars hit the tree too and ended up hitting us la dear.

The car cant be turned on. Some pacik pulled over. We pushed the car to the side of the road. I remembered looking up as i was afraid another tree might fell on us but there was none up above us on our side of the road. I called 999 but what a nuisance that was. They werent of any help. I called 999 and the operator directed us to the Bt Gajah Police station and FREAKING NOBODY PICKED UP!! What if it's a fatal accident? What if it's massive? What if we were trapped? The operator was like " Jap ye, tade org pickup the phone" -__-
Then they picked up asking where the heck is this place. I dunno exactly the kampung name but i did tell them a landmark which im pretty sure is famous and they were like "Jap ye, tak dapat lagi kat mana tempat tu" another long face -__- We had an accident in a dark road people. And we're both girls!

Then i got redirected again. And of course i started giving directions again. Please tell me if this isnt enough dear friends.

Me: Jalan lepas (Clearwater) Sanctuary Resort menghala ke Ipoh dr Batu Gajah. (Okay i didnt mention Clearwater since i forgot the Clearwater part at the time. Hey better than Otai trying to figure out the name right XD)
The other line: Da lepas Kellie's Castle lom?
Me: (very very loooong face -_____- ) Tak tak, Kalau dr Batu Gajah, ade satu traffic light. Kellie's Castle kan straight dr situ. Sanctuary Resort masuk kiri.
The other line: Kat mana ye?
and blah blah blah...

The other line: Sebab sini Balai Ipoh. Bla bla bla....
Me: Tadi saya mintak direct ke Batu Gajah.
Blah bla bla bblah.....

I was flaming. There was a reason i asked to be directed to Batu Gajah. It was like an hour from Ipoh. It was less than 10 minutes to Batu Gajah. It wasnt rocket science. -________-

Am i that bad in giving directions or are they just plain retarded?

So two pakcik and a kakak helped us searching for towing truck. We were lucky they were there really. It was dark. We did try calling friends but aside from my housemate who has an important appointment tomorrow, everybody else slept like a bear. No one picked up. And i dont know why but i wished Haidar and Kak Kema are still here. They both would be rushing over to us if we called but oh, well. And we just passed through the police car when we returned to the car to wait for the towing truck.

I was wearing my seatbelt right so aside from minor pain on my shoulder i don't get hurt. But Otai said she hit her face at the steering and she wears braces. So it was not really bad, but her mouth is swelling a little bit. And she did seem a little confused after the accident. Maybe because i wasnt the one who was driving, i was calmer. But it was really cute really, seeing her behaving like this. Haha. Sgt lost, oke!


I hope she can claim the insurance. The damage to the car is enourmous. The whole front bumper was like it was folded to the other side. Headlights are like mata buta sebelah. Radiotor pecah. The pakcik who helped us pulled over because he thought somebody got hurt. He thought the water leaking fron the radiotor on the road was blood. To add insult to the injury, the battery was dead when it was on tow.But beyond the driver's door, everything else was intact. The tree seemed to be a rotten one. It broke to pieces after the front bumper hit it so everything else including the back bumper is fine. Not even a scratch on it. Aneh.

I had a bad feeling earlier when i'm on my way to Ipoh when i saw a tow truck. And Otai said she slowed down after she swerved a little because she thought a flying, black plastic bag was something else. We both had a headstart that something bad is going to happen and it did. And we could do nothing. We were lucky i wasnt driving. I know i'd hit the tree hard and fast and we would be flipping out of control, who knows?

And guys, wear seatbelt by all means, but wear it correctly. Haha. Iklan jap. Otai lain kali ko kena pakai seatbelt betol2. AKu pon tatau mimpi ape aku pakai betol ari ni. Haha.

But, if there is any consolation, we didnt scream like little girls.

잘해낼 수 있을까?

Dah la tu

I am getting tired of a certain word. STOP it, please.

My masa lapang

I might have a chance to meet my masa lapang again.

Whee~

Oh, Happy Birthday Ben. How ancient are you now? 46 or 26? XD
Padan muke. Ko off phone ke hari ni? Call xdapat. Malas mesej. Wish kat sini je la. Malam kang aku kol kalo aku xlupe.

Things We Never Did

If you remember

You and me,
We sit and talk of friendship,
Then i asked,
If you can see,
If we could be together forever.
I see the light die in your eyes,
Coz you're scared you'll hurt,
So you don't want to try.
Well take a chance and come home with me.
You could stay for eternity.
If you try then at least you'll see,
Then you'll never regret the things we never did.
You turn to me,
I see your eyes and somehow they cease to shine.
You smile at me yet i can see,
You dont think we can make it.
You see the light die in my eyes,
Coz i'm scared to lose you,
I wish you would try.
Well take a chance and come home with me.
You could stay for eternity.
If you try then at least you'll see.
Then you'll never regret the things we never did.

I was right after all, it seems.....

nak tito 0_o

Nescafe overdose.

Tertuang banyak sangat tadi. Tu la, berlagak expert tamo kaut ngan sudu main tuang je. Padan muke.

And.

Unfortunately i have nothing to write about.

I will definitely ask you back,

What good will it do to me?

mangsa dera

Before game...

O: Semalam main macam mane?
C: Menang 3-0
O: Waaaaa~~ (sambil nganga mulot luas2)

15 mins after game started

O: Kalau korang dah penat suruh keeper semalam ganti aku. Aku leh main depan.
C: Semalam menang tanpa bertanding.
O: Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~ Ko tipu aku!!!!!!

Preeeetttttt!

Half time break.

Unfair, much?

Here’s the thing. We were told that the due date is on Wednesday. Then, this morning they texted us to submit on Sunday. And it’s bloody Saturday already. Are these people daft? What is wrong with notifying us sooner? Although I maybe would get a tad annoyed at the due date change but, I don’t think I’d get this pissed had they inform us sooner. Sooner, as in a few days before, not merely earlier by one day. One bloody day that happens to be a Saturday. Everyone was like, what the fuck are these people thinking? Not only they gave us such short notice, but they also managed to make us fork out 30 bucks when we can print the poster out for free if they had a little bit of sense to ask us to submit on a weekday.

“Salam/Hi. Juz want 2 inform that FYP2 students must send ur poster(hardcopy) to electrex committee on 13/4/2009 between 8.30-9.30 pm at v3 café. Late submission will not be entertained. For those who have not print da poster yet, we can print it 4 u for Rm30. Plz bring the softcopy at the time mentioned above and we’ll print it for u or send the design n ur phone no to electrex1.2009@gmail.com “

Pfft.. You might jolly well ask us to crab walk from our rooms to the café before submitting. Bloody senseless idiots. I am very much tempted to spam the mail. Except that internet has always been a pain in the ass. You’re welcome to do so on my behalf. I already throwed my tantrum at the person who texted and i hope my other classmates did too. I wish the number of complaining texts are massive, his/her phone would explode. Wishful thinking.

Makhluk peneman tido

Benda comel ni kadang2 aku letak tepi kepala aku.Esk pg mesti golek2 atas lantai.Ganas la kamu tido encik turtle.

Flolesians Trip

Went to a trip to meet flolesians last weekend. It was only for 1.5 days but I had such a blast it felt like a looooong vacation. Saturday morning, I raced to Batu Gajah because I was probably a bit late or simply just in time. Heh. Sampai at Kl Sentral then date Izul for a little while before went to MV to meet Otai. Then Ben sampai and told me I look cute wearing poket kangaroo.

-_-T
I am always cute, OK!

Tickets. Check. Tickets again. Check Again. After puas kena bebel ngan Ben. Sian aku and Otai. Go makan2. Then Apam and gay partnernya Payeh, ex-cikgu salsa aku and Ben sampai. Cubaan cubit pipi aku gagal. Go cubit pipi Ben la Apam! Dan Payeh! Oh, aku ingat ko ajar aku step salsa yang pusing2 masuk celah2 tangan itu. And aku ingat ape yang ko kate kat aku before ko ajar itu. Cuba teka~~~
Pastu Jalan2. Pegi tengok brides yang emo. Heh.

Then muvi time.

The Knowing yang sangat dahsyat. Sumpah. Jangan suruh aku pick wayang ape nak tengok lagi. Kalo nak tengok wayang and nak suruh aku beli, pilih dulu muvi ape. Kalau tak aku ajak korang tgk Bob and The Builder kat TV je.

Cimahnye Grand Entrance. Sile refer gamba ye!

Sedang aku duk diam2 tgk pemandangan lorong ke surau Jusco MV, datangla sorang macik sedang borak sambil berjalan ngan kawannya yang sedang pakai baju merah dari selekoh seblom masuk lorong tu.. Dalam kepala aku, “Wah! Kalefulnye macik ni. Bising lak tu.” Tiba-tiba…
Die stop depan Otai sambil membebel lagi. Dlam kepala aku, “Asal macik bising ni tetiba stop depan otai?”

Oh, itu Cimah! Gile jauh ko amik lajak nak borak. Mati-mati aku ingat ko borak ngan macik baju merah tu.

We raided Jusco for sushi then beli some pretzels. Then berlari2 kua dari MV sbb earth hour. They were already turning the lights OFF. Ben, as usual, da bebel2 kat lua. Cari spot kat MV Boulevard tu and start pasang lilin. Makan sushi. Amik2 gamba. Sambut birthday izul ngan pretzels. Haha. It was fun, really. Bila lagi nak tgk org duk picnic malam2 kat tengah jalan ? An uncle or two took our pics too. He said something about our generation celebrating earth hour too blabla masuk lam meeting blabla haha I wasn’t paying much attention to what he said. Tapi, it was a good feeling although I wasn’t really celebrating earth hour. I was celebrating and enjoying Flolesian’s Day.

Then. Talentime. A bit boring at first it got me sleeping for a few minutes. Plus, I was tired and having mood swings. Luckily, there are few fun moments that really hit the spot. And towards the ending, it was more meaningful, it got me tearing up a little bit. But the flolesians thought the ending was a bit too much of a cliffhanger. I was just happy it ended. Sedikit bosan, but OK I guess. Pastu Pajama Party. Semo org tido awal. Bangun pagi dgn malasnye. Stuffed ourselves with Nasi Daun Pisang. Banyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak! Tapi struggle sket nk abeskan sbb saket mulot. Then we hangout at the most unusual place of all, kafe HUKM. Hak! Pegi campak Apam kat umah die after beli tiket. House tour sepam. Pastu Ben campak aku otai cimah sbb die nak det izul. Cis, izul! Patotla ko senyap je ngn kitorang. Ko lebey interested kat Ben rupenye..

Tapi. Seronot.Seronot.Seronot. Yippie Yeye! Sebab ade org layan aku ckp nonsense sepanjang 1.5 hari.

And like always, tinggalla aku n otai je. The moment we hit KL Sentral, FYP FYP FYP UTP UTP UTP hits me hard and cold. I was heading back to miserable life.

나 안해

그렇게 멀리있다. 하지만, 아직도 아프잖아. 왜? 니가 왜 나한테 말했어? 말하지마. 듣고 싫어, 제발... 난 모두다 알아. 그런데, 아무 말 못해도, 니가 알잖아, 그 사람 나 진짜 싫어. 언제까지 이렇게 아픔가?

어...지금은,난 짜증나 아냐, 그냥 슬픈지고, 부럽하고. 내 동생에게 말하고싶어. 하지만, 말해 못해. 말해 안해. 왜? 나 도 모르겠어. 진짜루. 진실은, 난 알아. 그런데, 어떡하지? 나 정말 누구랑 말하고싶어. 아유. 힘들어. 아 몰라! 힘내, 잠이야! 그럭저럭 행복해야 돼, 알았어? 절대 포기 못하는걸. 아무도없이도, 잘해낼 수 있어! 하~

10 things

Internet sedang bodoh. Website yg aku nk view seme xle view. Mengom. Layan la apam nye tag ni. Oh btw, aku buat ni gune webproxy. Read: internet bodoh. So xpat linkkan ke apam nye post. sile cari link apam kat tepi belah kanan ye.

1o things about the tagger

1. gatal. XD
2. gossip girl. kecoh gile.
3. suke benda2 kaye. explain seniri.
4. suke jalan2.
5. salu FFK
6. caring, tapi ssori pam, aku xreti handle org yg caring. Hee.
7. koreajapan freak. Tapi i'm the more serious case, i think.
8. suke karok.
9. suke shopping. benda mahal2 lak tu. kalo shopping baju, cam pompuan. banyak and lambat tul memilihnya!
10. ramai kawan.

Apam aku tatau ape nk tulih pasal ko. mostly ko da tulis anyway. kekekekekeke.

10 things about self

1. suke tido.
2. suke memerap lam bilik sorang2. sian adik aku kena kunci kat lua. kekekekeke. sebbek xkunci rumet kat lua.
3. suka makanan yang cantik. Kuih huduh2 cam puteri mandi tasuke. Apam yg kaler2 cantik aku ske.
4. take things lightly <-- ben cakap. simple <-- Otai cakap. Well people, if i dont take things lightly and simply, my head would be exploding by now. Relax, darah tinggi kang!
5. slow <-- kate adib +leesa . Lampi <-- kate sai . lurus <-- kate abg pacai. .... <-- kate aku
6. penakot, sbb tu suke tido ngn lampu terang benderang.
7. tak tahan sakit. especially saket gigi + selsema T_T
8. sweet tempered. haha. betol ni, tak tipu! Marah-marah adalah aktiviti yang penat oke! Most of the time, aku malas nak marah.
9. sgt diam ngan stranger to the point of seeming shy. Kecoh ngn good friends sampai ayat jd tunggang langgang tak sempat susun.
10. been single for most of my 5 university years. Anyone willing to be my boyfriend? XD (online ad ~ haha)

skang bau dapo ngah busuk gile nk muntah org atas jolok lubang tepi sink and pecah kat kitchen kitorang. Nak muntah oke!
Sian gak kat kanak2 tu kena jadi cinderella kat umah kitorang bersihkan segala isi perut saluran kitchen tu tp sape suh jolok? ripot je la.. -_-"

Fanfic

An Epitome of Simplicity

This is one great fiction.

It's been a long time since i last cried while i'm reading a book/fiction/novel. I was just browsing through a chapter of this one and i was completely touched. It's beautifully written. I cant wait for this busy period to be over so that i can read it all.

Again.

Reality check.

That person

That person IMed me just now.

And suddenly i am reminded of how freely i can talk to him. I swear, he's the only person I ever tell my deepest trouble to. It was regrettable that we swayed to our own path a little but i am grateful that he finds me worth the trouble of contacting me again. Telling stories again. Make promises again. I am so very sorry I neglected you over all these time, dear friend. I hope i can make it up to you.

How lucky I am to have you?

I miss you,D

Can't wait to see you in a few months so we can talk about everything again.

Shhhhh~~

Kate adik aku, poster kat Imperial College Library tulis benda ni.

“Please keep quiet! Even a micropascal will be noticed and within a milisecond, changes in membrane voltage will occur, which will cause an inward movement of the coachlear outer hair cell proportional to changes in membrane voltage (about 1nm per 100mV). The sound pressure level should not go above 30dB (6 microbars) and definitely not reach anywhere near 80dB (16 microbars). The tone should be kept in the range of 16 cps to 50 or 60 cps. This area should be free from disturbance; tranquil; still; noiseless; calm; peaceful; placid and halcyon. In this setting, it may be possible to reach of degree of contemplation, where the soul experiences an extraordinary peacefulness, resulting in inner serenity, which remains even after the time of stillness, as profound humility.”


Takot tak kalau notice ni yang ditampal kat IRC UTP? Berani korang gelak2 kat IRC lagi?
Hahahahaha

And

And i'm not doing it now.

Just so you know.

huh

It takes two to tango.

?

Sometimes, i get tired of important things slipping away little by little. I get so tired I just didnt bother to notice what's been missing.

And sometimes, things that slipped away come sliding back to me in a wave. My bad, for not putting an effort but i'm still grateful it happens this way.

Jiwa kacau? Tak....
Just...
Distracted. Bored. Frustrated. And helpless. But grateful all the same.
I miss you, buddy. And I might miss you, You.

Having problem falling asleep again. And miserably hungry.

HaHaHaHaHa

First, if u havent read the 2nd post before this one, why dont u scroll down a bit and read?

Okay, i assume u have read that by now. Here's the funny thing.

There was a fire drill exercise last night.

An instant of crazyness actually comes true a few days later. I should be a fortune teller or something. Now all i have to do is predict my future.

p/s: my roomie Teah and I, we pretended we were going back home/mia/on vacation/whatever it is the person who tried opening our door imagined. It's like 5 and cold. I love my comforter to much to go gather downstairs with the rest of the world. Besides, i wake up because of the alarm. SO let's just assume i can escape when a real alarm rings, cant we?

Balling. Again.

Hee.

lari

api api!

tipu tipu!

betol! api!

mana?

entah. *shrugs*

-sedang gila-

How

You and I,

We see things too differently.

I wonder how did we end up like that?

You see, I never thought of that issue as a priority. You did. I spent the last 5 years not worrying about it a lot. But you seem to have aged a decade fidgeting around it.

PS

Wow.

7 of my posts last year somehow directly or indirectly related to my least liked and most feared subject of all time, PS2. Although somehow, I wanna thank the lecturer for still being nice to me after my terrible behavior. Looking it at the bright side, at least he remembers me. He mentions me albeit indirectly in a PS2 class this semester and i found out from a friend who is taking the class this semester and it makes me feeling a little embarrassed but i deserved every bit of it. Although i did said i hate the class, i think he is really really nice. And i think i owe him one big fat thank you.

THANK YOU

Listen

Listen to yourself, you fool girl! Explaining things you shouldn't.


GRRR....saket gigi..nak geget food pon tale. lagikan nk wat cani

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Gollum

Don't go are-you-nuts on me after you read this okay?

I think the grammatically incorrect Gollum is rather cute.
A monster is referring to himself as we while the rest of his sentences are absurd.

I am not insane. Just different from the rest of the world.


Yes friends, this is my first time watching the LOTR and i do not like it, but entertained enough by Gollum to keep watching. Let's just hope i'll finish the third LOTR.

Sniff sniff

hmmph.

There is a foul smell of a dead something reeking from my room and it's driving me crazy. I don't know where it comes from. The room is not even messy to begin with.